I s— at my job. I work in IT in Houston. How do I stop s—ing at it?
You can argue well if you s—ed they would have fired you by now. So maybe I don't s— as much, but I s— enough to get pigeonholed into a very specific skill which has limited scope outside Shell.
I constantly worry about how I am going to find something comparable outside if I get let go.
But I also secretly wish to be laid off. Kind of an FU to myself for s—ing.