At first I was looking for a company where I could have a higher salary and benefits, but now I am applying to every company that would bring back some joy in my life. Here I've lost all joy in the meantime.
The culture here is horrible and it is very exhausting. I don’t even know if it’s possible to fix it anymore. Before I came here, I was never bitter. Sometimes it seems to me that this place has completely changed me as a person. I'm sure I'm not the only one?