EAP counseling benefits are actually very helpful, especially during a time like this. It does help to talk to someone who is a professional. There is no shame for seeking help, surprisingly seeing a counselor can help you uncover things you may be interested and quite possibly help you figure out a new career path or see the situation in a new light. Situational depression is a real thing, there is no doubt that the Molina environment is toxic, political, and unproductively contributing to all those knots in our stomachs. We might as well use our benefits while we have them. It's pretty easy to access the EAP benefits and see someone within the week. Best of luck to you all
This was posted in another thread by @OzSAZxY-zdx, and it really resonated with me. Figured more people should see it, hope OP does not mind.