If I can calm your fears, please hear this. Regardless of where you are in life, it is never good to walk in fear. Wherever you are, we should never allow any business to intimidate us into thinking that we will be the next person to be let go. The fact that you are still employed is an indication that you are good, as were the rest of the people who were involuntarily/voluntarily let go. When a layoff occurs, it does not have anything to do with who is good/who is not. It has to do with cutting numbers to make a quoto, else ask yourself, why would a company layoff? So until then, get your house in order (e.g. be good at everything that you do in and outside of your employer). Bless you, and take care of yourself!