It's not your fault!! I suffer from depression personally and was impacted by this LR. I sometimes sit and cry, thinking I let my family down by losing my job, but I know it was out of my hands. I worry about my children's future. I worry about being homeless but I know we won't be because I'm resilient and I'm sure you are too. I think I'm a failure but I know I'm not. All these emotions I'm going through right now and I know it'll pass and I'll be OK. I know you will be too so hang in there an think about the things you're blessed to have like your family and friends. There will be better days. I know it's hard for you and me but we have to move on. Life IS worth living!!
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