I've been with Nike for about 10 years and the first few years were amazing and I felt a part of something really great, special, and felt appreciated. The swag!!! (real swag, not a coffee cup) Now? I don't know. The culture I knew is gone.
I'm looking back at my college years in my 20s (before Nike) and at that time I felt I knew it all and my morals/principles were my guiding light. Would I stay with a company that is doing this during a pandemic, massive wild fires and looming layoffs for months on end? Hell no! I consider myself old now and have responsibilities that I can't just walk away from and feel trapped. I'm seeing teams being randomly gutted. I feel soulless as I watch this happen. I don't know if I'm safe, but assuming so, as I'm still here. I feel like a rat caught in a cage. I feel like a traitor.
Where did my courage go? Where did my free spirit go? Where did my beliefs go?
Feeling lost ... I wish all of you the best
I'm tired and just ..... well like a lot of us out there...not sure what to do or feel