Give yourself a moment and find your way to www.indeed.com. Have your resume prepared, reference letters (3), and a cover letter ready to go.
The more prepared you are, the less stressed you will be.
The door opens for a reason. I can assure you, the grass is greener on the other side. We must go in with a solution-based mindset. Please know that you are strong, this is not the worst situation you have been going through.
I was once employed by Allstate. I was wrongfully terminated for looking out for myself. I was surrounded by drama, d–g addicts, nepotism, and favoritism. My mental health was declining on a daily. I was underpaid and overworked. – So are you. I know management is looking on this forum and I am not afraid to say my work environment was corrupt and I was treated like dirt. Knowing how employees are treated, I would never promote Allstate and I will certainly never be a customer.
Since leaving, I make double the money, can afford my doctors bills, and have a better mindset on life.
There is minimal positivity with this company. Have faith. Struggle creates character and character creates hope. You will be okay!