I worked for TOS at USBank for more than 20 years. The first 10 years were fine. Then they started moving me from job to job like a pawn on their giant chessboard. Assigned to managers who didn't know me to do tasks I'd never done...mastering them only to be reassigned to another position with another new boss...
Every time they reorg'd me, it was terrifyingly stressful but I got through it. Then one day I log on to what I think is a conference call and... suddenly, I have no job! It was gut wrenching. They said I'd done nothing wrong but my position had been "eliminated." What a load of cr-p! They had not even told my manager beforehand! I think I was in shock for the first month. At first it felt like a long vacation but when I met with the job consultant I couldn't bring myself to do a resume or look at job postings.
I swear I have some sort of PTSD from all the stress and uncertainty I experienced over the years. I don't want to work for another big corporation because I'm afraid it will be just like the bank. I'm too old for jobs that require physical stamina. If I retire early, I don't know if we will have enough income to make ends meet but every time I think about going back to work I get so anxious that my stomach churns. I look at the technical job postings and I don't know what I'm actually qualified to do any more. Most of my training was OTJ so I never bothered with many certifications.
I'm still angry about the way I was used up and sp-t out by people who pretended to respect me. In the end, I was just another salary they could cut so they could meet their goals and get their big bonuses. I wish I could sp-t in their faces or at least be able to know when karma gets around to them.
One of these days I hope to wake up in the morning free of this lingering anger so I can move on with my life. But I never got closure. So many people I worked with that I was not able to bid farewell. What kind of company treats someone who devotes a quarter of a lifetime like that? Humans are people, not just resources!
I'm glad I don't work there any more. A few friends who are still there tell me things are worse than ever. TOS is using off-shore call centers and software developers. US workers are stuck with so much extra work they are burning out. Rather than show the truth about project status, problems are being covered up. Management is counting on technology to solve all the issues. Good luck with that.
I'm just wondering if anyone else is feeling like me.