I am still reeling from my mid-year performance review on Monday. I knew it was going to go the way it did but still had some hope the company would have an ounce of compassion given that I went through and am still going through the two hardest things (death and divorce, including fighting for custody with a vindictive spouse, and I won that battle for my rightful 50% custody thankfully) that were at their worst for a few months this spring.
I am a 15+ year loyal employee who has worked very hard every single year (always meets or exceeds and had 3.5 years of Exceeds through mid-2023. Then, when the JPM B-team met up with my horrible / jealous manager, I first got Meets for YE 2023 when it was very much an Exceeds year, then YE 2024 I got the horrible IM for an average but qualitatively strong year with a great manager written review, feedback from peers, etc., and then for this mid-year I got the super dreaded NI rating (which I don't even count since I was a shell for a few months) but it doesn't matter. They are ready to kick me out for all my service and the comp level I'm at, I guess, or probably most likely it's just that my narcissistic manager has favorites and he has never liked me for some reason, even though i've always been very kind to him.
I am down the path with a much better company, fortunately, and I am hopeful that will work out sometime this fall and I will be very happy to tender my resignation to my very cowardly/weak manager. I am disgusted by the toxicity of this now horribly run company. I am hopeful many of you will get out of this hellhole as we can all see, it's almost universal that the other side of Wells is a much healthier and happier place and life is so short. Best.