I'm just fed up with feeling like no matter how much effort I put in, it's never good enough for my manager. It's exhausting. I've reached a point where I'm thinking, why bother even trying anymore? It's not like my work isn't good, it is. Everybody knows this. It's all about the fact that certain managers seem to have their favorites, and I can't seem to break through that barrier. And in that case, what's the point in pushing myself so hard?
I'm now actively searching for a new job. Until I find something better, I've decided to dial it back and do the bare minimum. If I'm going to be criticized and belittled every day, then fine, I'll give them something to nitpick about. I'm reserving my best for those who will actually know to appreciate and deserve it.