I have been sitting here all weekend feeling absolutely terrible about the low performer evaluation I just went through for a CNAEP BU but I understood why I was doing what I was doing especially because we missed our earnings by 90% compared to last year.
Well, the reason I am feeling bad is because after I made my decisions, I was informed that I had to go back and put a double asterisk (**) next to each name that was a minority female and a single asterisk next to each name that was any other race of female, any other minority and any child of a manager (it had to be a manager and if there was a question, I could ask HR). I made a comment to my VP and received the response that I would think different if my child was working here. I am truly very disappointed. I expected better. I will be letting 2 people go in 2 weeks. I had to remove 1 minority female and one HES General Manager’s child from the list yesterday. I did not sleep any last night and I will not sleep any tonight.