There are circumstances with the EAP in which your participation is NOT anonymous (at least based on some first-hand experiences I was involved in with two CVX employees many years ago (1991 and 1992).
These employees were involved in alcohol-related incidents on company time and on company property. They were give a choice to enroll in EAP (and follow the program requirements) or submit their resignations.
One completed the program (along with his wife - who was also an alcoholic) and stayed the course, turned their lives around and went on to have a very successful career.
The other completed the program, but started drinking again a few years later and was immediately terminated for failure to maintain the requirements of EAP participation.
I mention this for two reasons:
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I think it is great that you are reaching out and utilizing the services of the EAP, but I would advise you inquire about the difference in program requirements for your situation versus one as described above. I agree with the other posters, your participation in the program should be anonymous.
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If you are married or have a significant other, I would encourage both of you to participate in the program. God did not put man on this earth to have to deal with things on their own and having someone else in your corner who is experiencing this with you may be what you need.
Best of luck to you - reaching out is the first step and it sounds like you are headed the right direction.