I have been with the company for many years. Over that time I have seen many many good workers come and go. I have also sat perched on the edge of my seat each time a management restructure or the like came down the pike. Always concerned about changes. Thus far I have remained unscathed. Mainly in my opinion because I never desired to move into jobs that were more high profile. Come in do my work and go home has been my modus operandi for the entire time. I did not desire to be a team leader or manager. Or to work in the cash office or to have any specialized job at all.
I came to the company with three years in mind. After that I would be off doing life in another capacity. Ah but life happens. Marriage , family and becoming comfortable in my deepening rut. All the while I kept saying that soon I would off on my adventure but alas here I am 20 plus years and going. I wonder where the time has gone.
Now here I am wondering if I am going to lose a job I did not want to keep but now am afraid to lose. At a time when finally I am making enough money to not be desperately living pay check to paycheck I face the real possibility of not having a job at all.