I was a long term well-paid employee. Up until last year, my reviews were always excellent. Then to my shock, I was rated BE mid-year. Often times I observed coworkers literally doing nothing at their desks, sleeping, and gossiping openly over the phone, or tweezing their eyebrows, but I was the only one on the team rated BE. I spent the next 6 months working even harder thinking that I could survive this nightmare. My family couldn’t believe it was happening either. My boss actually told me in November when we were doing our year-end reviews that I was back on track and that he would rate me “meets”.
Then I got my review and it was still BE. Either he lied, or it was predetermined that I was to be let go, or both. I was let go in January. The whole situation was so f*#ked up and so dehumanizing. Needless to say, in retrospect, I’m glad I don’t work there anymore. I suffered a lot last year, but at least I’m not suffering now, unlike the poor slobs who remain there like sitting ducks waiting for their number to come up. In fact, last week they lost three more. Reality struck again.