it was a slow build up, to near 7 day work, managing large team of 24, plus the dotted line responsibilities, doubling and redoubling of work for me an my team. Never a received decent pay raise or higher than a block 5 rating, regardless of early deliveries, regardless of verified cost avoidance of sever million per year, regardless of innovation in leading to the cost avoidance. never so much as a thank you, and yet my results are rolled up and in some cased show cased to the customer, milestone payments received were hinged on my team delivery.
you know what i got.... a not good enough, and oh yea, go PIP two band 4s and a band 3.
Now in the day-to-day grind I did not think that this so bad, or so I thought. I was just too busy to dwell on the what I was not getting only concerned with what i could give.
Well as luck would have it I needed to have minor surgery that forced me off my feet for about two weeks. During this time my mind wondered and I took anaccounting of my time spent at Honeywell, and really became p-ss-d at what I had done for this company and looked at every broken promise they made. I reviewed my employment offer letter and looked at all of the benefits that have taken away. Benefits taken away because poor performance no, benefits taken away because of HI poor business performance no, just plain greed and contempt for the engineers that make and support the products. At that point i was at the 90 percent bail out mind-set. However when I cam back and i was told to pack up and clear my walled office and move to a cube to so that make room for the people coming in from ALBQ. I asked how I was supposed to manage my team from a cube, every day one of my 24 people would come to me for a meeting to discuss work issues, and needed the door closed. I asked how i would conduct the various business sensitive Skype meeting, Itar meetings....Etc . The only response was, "go book a conference room." It was then I realized that I really was being prevented from doing my job as a TM.
so I gave notice, jumped ship. Yes, I was a little nervous at first, strange not having anyone constantly harassing you, but I sleep better, get more exercise in, lost weight, look better...... and found a much better job (pay and title) a director now.
So before the Trolls start jumping on my Sh#t as to why Im here. First I made many friends at HI and i would like to encourage them and others to leave on their own rather than be carried out,
and to tell the younger people to take care of themselves first, don't be s—ered by this company (or any other one) they are no longer a technology company. Yes, you may think thinks are good for you now this year, but you will see in the fullness of time that promises will be broken and you will be seen a liability rather than an asset to be valued.
Best to all of you, in finding a happy future for yourself and you close ones.