I am terribly sorry for all the folks who are being RIF’d. HON is awful and I hope you will find something much better. My life got a lot better when I left. You realize just how toxic it is there when you get away from it.
I was s-xually harassed by one of HON’s partners. It was bad. I told my boss and he laughed, saying, “That doesn’t surprise me”. He did nothing, and I suffered, having to continue working with the partner. I told HR. I submitted a memo. Nothing! Nothing was done, so I left. After I left, I raised it up to the previous CEO. An HR Director called me and they did nothing. I asked for an apology and a guarantee that is wouldn’t happen to anyone else. They couldn’t even do that. Sent me some legal jargon telling me they were done. HR was complicit. I know for a fact that I am not the only one.
You are better off without HON. Try Boeing Mesa, General Dynamics, Orbittal or Collins.
Good luck.