Yesterday JG of TPS stated that only the most qualified people will be selected for jobs. I have 11 years with the company. How can I compete with someone at my same grade level that has 20 to 35 years experience? I see no way for me to survive this unless they make some exceptions for younger people.
We just had our first child, we have no support force because we moved for Chevron, we lost our first house during Harvey, we live in a one bedroom garage apartment from a co-worker and we are just mentally destroyed. My wife can't sleep. I can't sleep. I truly feel like I am being torn apart from just everything and I have no one to talk to. I am just so tired.
Any words of wisdom from anyone? Should I just take the 30 weeks and run back home as a failure and hear my siblings say we knew you would be back. I looked at my pictures from my first day on the job and I was so excited. I was engaged to my sweetheart and we were starting out in a new city on our own. We lost our first two babies from miscarriages and now have a perfect angel. An angel that dad and mom may not be able to take care of now. I am a grown man but I have found myself crying in my truck a couple of times each week. School loans, debt from a home we had to walk away from with a foreclosure, hospital bills from the baby, and the list goes on and on. just tired.
I did read that someone was curious how many people are on here. I think it is a lot. This is the only place some can go just to vent. Hey, MW got a big raise this year and he gotta pay for it by letting people go. MN got a big raise as well. Got to let people go so you can get that salary. Time to dry the tears and go back into the apt and tell my wife everything is great and we are alright.