I survived, for now. But I am so anxious that I'll be let go. My skills are transferable and I should be able to find a decent job relatively easily. And yet, I am anxious and dread rejection. It almost feels that without Nike I'd use my identity, I've been here over 10 years and I've invested so much. I belong here, I care about Nike, I've given it everything? It feels like it'd be the end if I would not belong, if I was to be expelled?
Anyone else feels the same way?
Is this how it feels to be in a cult?