Ok, its been 2 months since we laid off the last huge group of employees. In April I watched some dead wood go, but in October I watched some pretty strong folks move on.
Since then, I've waited to hear what we'll be doing differently, or how we'll change our business. Instead I get statement about Diversified Portfolio, and protect the Dividend.
I give up. I'm still here and still paid and I'll go through the motions, but at this point I have lost all confidence in our ability to lead through this downturn.
I hope that either Exxon buys us, or that my boss will somehow figure out that I secretly just wish to be laid off. Either way I get put out of my misery. I don't want to just leave cause I walk away from enough stock to make a real difference to my retirement. So, in reality, I am just a wh*re who comes to get a paycheck and pretend to like being here.