I am not a highly skilled IT person, so I can't get a job in zero to six seconds, but I do have skills. I have been looking for a job for months. No one will hire me. I have been looking for a few reasons.
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I have known for months what has been going on at CCI.
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I am so stressed out by working extra hours to make up for the layoffs and resignations that is affecting my health.
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I sometimes feel used at work, like I am being taken for granted.
I have tried everything I can to find a job, but the job market is very competitive. I found this site a few days ago and as I am reading, all I see is bitterness towards other people and hate for people trying to voice their opinion.
I wish there was more help on this site for people looking for employment but all I see is racist comments and backlash. I see what the employees of CCI really think about black people. I am a black female. I wonder if any of you have smiled in my face while secretly thinking I was inferior and "ghetto". Let me give you some facts, for everyone of you that is not a minority. It will take me about 3 times longer to find a job than you. Most of the time I will be judged by the color of my skin. It is apparent that in this day and age you still think black people are trash and ghetto. I wonder if that's why I can't find a job. I wonder if they are just pretending to want to hire me in person and had already made up their mind that they had met their "black quota". Life is not fair, I know and I wasn't raised to give up , but you guys make me wonder if I am wasting my time.
I am still at this company because I work hard and produce quality work. I have proven myself and have earned a great deal of respect. That is why I was not laid off.
I am a single mother of 2. My ex-husband developed PTSD after serving in IRAQ and we are no longer together as a result of his illness, which made him unpredicatable and prone to violence. So I am fighting this battle alone. I hope some of you have some compassion and stop bashing each other and start helping each other.